I haven't posted for awhile. The truth is I don't know what to say. On Monday the 18th of April, lungs from a donor became available and Brian went into surgery at about 9:00 pm. That was the last time we saw him alive. The surgery was very difficult and the surgeons had trouble stopping the bleeding. He died on the 19th. The time since has been a blur. Tons of friends and family have helped me to get through it all. He was buried on the 23rd after an amazing service. I miss him. I am scared. There is still a lot for me to do in this life and I am not sure I can do it alone. I am relying on my savior and my family and friends.

So Thank You to all of those who have helped so much. I appreciate all of you so much.